Just Wishin'...

Just wishing I was the boss of mine...

Like a puppet on a string I could choose a little more here or a little less there.

Even a little switch would be nice...just to turn off parts of it that get a little bruised or broken from time to time and turn it back on again and just restore what once was.

Perhaps even a maunal for dealing with ours and understanding others...yeah that would be super. 

 Really I know that we become who we are by growing through our heart pains.  Some of the best things in my life have come from experiences that at the time left me feeling a little damaged.  Even so, sometimes I find myself wondering how nice would it be if I were totally the boss of mine.